Turning The Page & Closing A Chapter

I turned the last page on a chapter of my life this week. It came in with a bang and gave me a sense of calm, peace and excitement...because I am throwing out the pen and the book...and I am starting anew.

For years it seemed like the same story was playing over and over, I was just writing about different players, different clothes, different jobs..but the story always reminded the same...until this week.

I turned a page on Thursday, it all became so clear, I say too much, and to not always well meaning people.  I am not saying that you shouldn't share your joys and pains with people, just don't share everything about yourself.  In a time of facebook, twitter, text messaging , email and all the manner of posting, sharing all aspects of your life to the world wide web...some times you put too much out there, and that could hurt you in life.

I realized that my intuition was trying to tell me to stop talking, and listen.  It is my turn to remain silent and listen, really listen.  I talk a lot, love talking, my brother actually ask when I stop to breath ...but there is something deeper and much more important that I am suppose to be listening too - and I know that it is the voice that I didn't want to hear, the voice that tells the truth and the one, that until this week I heard, but was afraid to take her hand.

That hand and voice is the one of my intuition.  Accepting that you hear your inner voice and are not afraid to act on what guidance your given takes a lot of guts.  I know it won't be easy, but I can tell you that everyday it gets easier, everyday, you get stronger, everyday, no one can make you feel less of yourself, no one can bring you down or throw you off track..because you will not need the approval or the guidance of others..because your best counsel is within you. 

No matter what came to pass by your words or actions, no matter how painful they were to you or others, the truly loving and compassionate ones, can take that and make good of the bad, turn the suffering into a lesson, tears of sadness into tears of joy, darkness into light.

Helen Keller once said about her path in life...

" I chose this ( being blind and deaf) so I could teach the blind to see and the deaf to hear." She was talking about us, because we even with vision, we don't see, and with hearing we don't hear.

My new chapters is starting....are you with me?


XOXO
BT&HB