What's Waiting???

" What is waiting for me in the direction I don't take?" - Jack Kerouac

I don't look at how far I have yet to go, but how far I have come.  Many of us are still looking outside ourselves to find the right person or thing and we will be blissfully happy.  But instead, it makes for a human race that is confused and frustrated, everything seems to be in chaos and we don't seem to have anything to fall back on or anything new to take it's place.  Yet, we can't go back, we must move forward into the unknown to create new relationships, new roads to follow, new passions and a new life. 

I understand now, that in order to do this, it is important to love yourself.  If your committed to living your truth, you will attract the same.  Enjoying your own company allows you to have fun with whoever your with.  To feel the energy flowing in you - one that you created and one, that is your truth...and no one else.

I struggle with thoughts just like everyone else.  I am a happy and positive person, I laugh more than I did before, I smile more, and love more...but the dark side comes up every now and then...my goal is not to only think positive, but also to embrace and accept the dark parts of me..when you accept the dark side of you-they are easier to control and over time will show up less frequently. Lately, I have been wondering to myself what to do next?  I have set a goal for myself and it is coming along quite nice, a lot of hard work...but worth everything.  But as I am working on my goal...and I know how much I can offer others..the question is...how do I go about helping people to come over to the lighter side of life?? 

My passion is health and fitness, but with a twist.  I also love to listen to people, and offer advice...because I have a gift of knowing just what to say to make them instantly feel better ( don't get me wrong, I don't tell them what they want to hear...I give them encouragement and sometimes tough love).  I am seeing at this time of year, the same thing...people jumping on the next "diet /body/mind/soul/money/relationship make over for the new year.  I don't know about you- but everyday is a chance to start again, not to be better than someone else, but to be better than you were yesterday. Many people fail, many don't - but what I am seeing, is people aren't listening to themselves, their inner guides, because of fear.  You don't need someone to tell you that you will have amazing abs, lean legs, more money, have someone fall in love with you, a flush bank account all in less than a month - you know and I know...that it is just not true, the truth is inside of you.  How do I get people to follow a healthy lifestyle while encouraging them to do what is right for them? 

Right now, the path before me is long...I can't see the end of the road...but it is not the destination that is important, because you never really "make it" but the joureny.  I am grateful and blessed to have been given this life...and no matter which road I choose, what will be waiting for me, is what I know in my heart, that it is for me. 

Rebels will fight against any energy it fears...I have accepted the rebel within me, and it walks beside my light side, hand in hand they walk - the good and the bad, to allow me to take the next step in the direction of my heart.

xoxo
BT&HB