2012 is coming to a close. 4 days left till new years eve - how was 2012 for you? I know that every year when the year is winding down, I sit and think of all the things I didn't do, how I vow that the next year will be better than this one, and then the next year closes, and the same things are thought and done again...but not this time.
2012 has been a wild ride. I had a milestone birthday, cleaned up my body and mind, lit a passion for healing and health within me...loved, lost, wandered, and went in search of myself, only to return back to where I started, and to see that is where I was all along.
We sometimes we do things to fill a void in ourselves, we eat, run, do yoga, seek out people to tell us that we have a right to feel the way we do, and keep on feeling that way. We want others to give us our health and give us money, love, joy and everything - but the one thing above all that I learned this year...those things are not to be found outside of myself - they have always been within me. Once I realized that God is within me, once I changed my thoughts and how I looked at things, the things I looked at changed.
I feel with my heart, I truly do now, I sense every ones deep feelings and what lies just behind the surface of their bodies ...and sometimes deep down inside. I have grown more in the last year, than in all my years on this earth so far ...I have much more growing to do, but I can handle whatever comes my way, as I live in this moment and this moment only.
Be open to change, stop the blame, the excuses, the fear, the hurt - gather them up, and toss them into the fire - watch them turn to ash, and like the Phoenix who rose from the ashes, a new life will raise for you.
XOXO
BT&HB
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