From My Sadness...I Found Joy

"Angels help lead us out of our own darkness and into their divine light" - Unknown

Everyone knows sadness - even the most happiest person on the planet, has felt sadness. We all feel different types of sadness, but for me, I felt like it followed me everywhere.  I am not a "sad" person per say, but the light left my face, my eyes didn't sparkle like they should have...because I didn't know the source of my sadness...until one day, it slowly came together.

I would smile, laugh, play along, do things I didn't want to, in hope that it would bring me happiness, until I asked myself..."why just when things are perfect or I am a step away from my goals...does everything fall apart??" Why I asked,did happiness forsake me? Why did it feel like there was a dark cloud hanging around my heart? Why in my dreams would I see a totally different woman than the one I saw in the mirror every morning?? The answers do come if your ready for the truth, and that is the truth spoken to you by your intuition, it is the voice that most of us can't stand, it is the voice that tells you the truth.

I came to see, that life is too short to carry the scars of the words of others...including my own.

A wise woman told me today..." everyone loves a negative story, tell the negative, but also the positive"....that is just what I am going to do.

For all the sadness we see hear and speak, comes laughter, love and compassion. One smile, can transform the mood of another, it is sometimes a hard load to carry, but it is much lighter than carry the load of sadness.  With happiness smiling and laughing or being a light person can truly, change you and others.

I know my purpose, I know what I was placed on earth to do...and that is to walk beside people and be their friends, even if it is done with just a smile.

I would like to end this post with a thank you ...

Thank you for bringing me back from the darkness, thank you for believing in me, thank you for showing me that  angels  walk this earth, thank you for walking with me on this journey, thank you for showing me the colour of my heart, thank you for being my teacher, mentor and friend. Together we shine our beautiful light of love and healing to others...I believe in earth angels, because for me your mine.- Light and love Angie.

J.H.S.Mann